my eyes hurt lesser. i feel less emotional (lol) and more or less i feel the sense of dread leaving. i can finally understand and face what is happening (but probably in my own phase...)..
and then again.. i see him for maybe 1 2 seconds i hurt for 1 2 days...
the emptiness cannot be filled.
everytime i picture something in front of me it's just someone grabbing my hands. like freak?
peiqi says i have a complicated love life. im my life i'd have 4 shots of love. i glanced at my closed fist and stare. the second line is so deep. so so deep. i wonder if it's cause i still
i've had crushes before. i think i can understand the difference now when it's gone.
hmm.
somehow, on a more melancholy note, i sort of miss dexter. ):
miss his "HI EVE!" kinda voice.
so upset i lost the hairband he gave me ):
sigh.
things changes.
i change u change we change everyone change feelings change emotions change all change change change. nothing is constant.
fuck the world and their fucking change-iness.
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