good friend

we are not close friends.
i dont confide in you. neither you to me.

we are not good friends.
we walk past each other with an awkward smile.

we are not friends.
i am not sure if you are willing to acknowledge my existence.
no more than a stranger to you?

we cannot be more than what we didnt have.
cannot be more than anything or anything.

we cannot be less than what we deny.
cannot be any less than what we say.

but nothing is what i am accepting.
trying so fucking hard but you dont seem to fucking care.

we are not close friends.
stop denying.

no more than an unabashed uncalled issue.