go blow

feel fat
feel bad
feel everything terribly wrong.

(not that i am not fat)

self esteem is running low low low


best friends have best friends.
good friends of best friends do not have best friends.

how come i always turn out to be the good friend?

sometimes things start getting slightly lonelier.
and others it just feel cold and dry.
feelings running low low low.

she have her.
she have her.
he have her.
he have her.
she have him.

and i.
i have no one.