recalled

like so random.
all of a sudden blood started dripping to my laptop.
i thought i a cut or something.
then started on my shirt, hands and thighs till i realise i got nosebleed.

stun.

i just sat there thinking what to do with my hands cupped collecting the blood.

then realised i need to do something but that.

stopped after some 5 6 min of rapid bloodwaters.
got a bit groggy.

suddenly remember how mom used to ask ma jie to cook the herbal meds and ask me to drink.
so long nv get nosebleed before.
must be the heaty stuff i've taken today.
hmm.

how come the older i grow, the more independent i'm supposed to get?
why isnt older people entitled to more care and concern?

well. at least she asked how i was today.