bye markie

today was emo dayyyyyyy.
AGAIN CAN
*bangs head against wall*

anyway.
jess and rach prepared lots of stuff for the sandwich party we were supposed to have. we thought we were supposed to have it straight after assembly which we thought really long about ponning or not... and still went in the end, but then jess had ogl stuff so couldnt. we waited for them for 2 plus hours. i stone till i turn to rock can.

in the end we had it and it was quite blah blah but the food was ok.
the sandwich thing didnt turn out to be the big thing. it was mark.
mark mark mark.

at first thought he was staying in jj. BUT he was just tricking us la.
turns out he was going to ac but tricked us that he was gng to jj which we really truly believed in and then he just told us the truth again after we celebrated him staying.

me and rachel were furious.
and we thought jess tricked us too. cos we were so happy at first, we thought mark was lying about the whole im-still-going-to-acjc thing. but truth finally did knock in and me and rachel was fucking appalled. at first we were numb already la, but then jess also didnt knew he was lying and started crying. me and rach see her cry, we also started crying. mark was super shocked and didnt know what we were crying for.

but the scene was really kinda silly.
imagine mark, the only guy, and the 3 girls around him sobbing their heads off. its like he got a terminal disease or something. jacky, and ogl girl i dno, juanita, all came over to see whats wrong. jacky tried to cheer us up.. so we turned out laughing and crying altogether.
i think we bawled so much people thought we were the ones who couldnt make it to jj.

and when me and rach finally calmed down, mark had to be stupid and play the "gotta go my own way" emo song. make us cried even harder. -.-

anyway i think we cried for a ridiculously long time. and i think everyone thought we were crazy. but thanks jacky and mark anyway. trying to keep us tear free though obviously didnt work. me and rach went to the toilet and cried harder. seriously, i think it's the hardest crying i've done since the beginning of the year. or the hardest crying i have ever done over someone leaving at all. and mark said something really touching again and yes, i started dropping tears like drips of melted ice cream.

stupid mark.
why lie to us.
we were so prepared for you to leave, and you told us the marvelous news.
then when we were so prepared for you to stay.
you had to go.
WHATS WRONG WITH YOU???

as rachel rubbed the tears from my eyes (IT DOESNT DECREASE YOUR MARKET VALUE OK SWEETIE.) i started realising that it's really silly for the both of us to be crying at this point of time. but i think we really did regretted not saying out much during the camp and wasted about 72 hours of being tgt straight during the camp. we clicked so late. and we seriously hope we could have done much more and not wasted so much time.

mark, no matter how much we say we hate you today.. we still love you deep down. i know you mean well. and we know that yes, fine, you really got to go. but still, we've enjoyed loads of fun times together! remember them always ok.

and to that, i gave him a great big hug and said goodbye.

we'll miss you!


; pictures ((:







zhaomian was angry at mark for lying. serve him right.
lao niang has nv cried for a guy for so hard for so long.




mark impersonating bryan being handiplast


winston handiplasting. 3 for w??


bye markie.
we well miss you.
KEEP IN TOUCH!!

ps- RACH:
thanks for being there. (:

on a random note,
jacky said that my sandwich (WHICH I MADE for him to get ls) was staggeringly nice. :D even though the motive was abit out... but... still.. it meant something??? ((: