KELMAN post

seriously, wouldnt have posted if not for the fact that kelman was being extremely lame today.
bad day at training. hit the walls again. i hate walls. hate hate hate.
was thinking of quitting. then again, wouldnt that mean i'm a quitter? eve aint no quitter man. sure its tough and i bloody freak ass hate it when i need to by alone and the coach doesnt show enough attention. but then i guess among two types of people where 1. belong to talented geniuses and 2. losers who work damn fugass hard, i need to be like 2. then at least when i still suck i can say "I TRIED OK" then walk of swaying my ass and i will do it with upmost confidence ok.

anyway coach apologised for not training with us cos the seniors and better players were all in match between sp. so. erm. he apologised for neglecting us, and 5 min previously when lao niang still playing with the wall, i cursed and swore etc etc, i suddenly felt like crying. don know why.
its not coach fault he wants to train the better players. cos he definitely wants jj to at least win something in the upcoming nationals. its not his fault i suck that much. its not anyone's fault the better players are better cos they've played real hard and long. just that my brain's magnanimous function is tweeny and small so i'm being really petty about it. i will get over it tmr.

*emo*

anyway my eyecandy has a super cute smile. ;D
*swoons*

ok right.
this post supposed to be about kelman.
he said orange strepsils tasted like STERIODS.
like super wth can????
i mean, eh. YOU GOT TASTE STERIODS BEFORE MEHHH.
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then in chinese lesson, we were assing around.
so there's this hong yi person, who's ironically wearing a red t shirt, and we were all talking about some students in queensway/queenstown(???) sec.
kelman: ya... i know alot of people in queensway/queenstown..
eve: oh. are you like implying you're popular?
kel: no. im not.... -.-
eve: sure not. hahahaha.....
kel: i'm implying i'm SUPER popular. :D
eve: -_______-|||||||

dots la.
anyway KELMAN you very nice today!!!! :DD

and weilun also.
sorry make you wait half an hour for me to go home.
then in the end still go training when i wanted to pon sia. :/
anyways good talk we had.
MOTIVATION!!

CHIONG ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

i wont quit volley.
at most just play for fun dont join team lo.
at least i'll be doing something i like.

anyway, confirm wont make it to main11.