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today.

i learnt a new thing. life is fragile. learn to treasure it.
i saw my uncle lying on the bed, frail and meek. thin and weak. the colour in his face was gone, and i am sure i weigh twice as much as him.

he was the one who smiled and laughed with us when the story was funny, the one who carried us up to the sky and smiled like the sun beneath his overpowering shadow. under the prowess of his majestic arms. he joked and told us of the stories of children playing in the sun.

whats going to happen to joey? to jason and jamin? his young kids and then theres aunty joyce. his wife. they are staying strong but i know they are almost on their breaking point.

and so am i.

what's going to happen then?
i'm praying really hard.

dear God,
help them, help me, to overcome the crisis, and to overcome whatever difficulties that is surfacing. no matter financially, physically or mentally. i'm praying really hard God, and i hope you can hear me.
but God, i know life always has death. if things are to end, let it end quietly and peacefully. let it end and bring him no pain. dear God, he isnt saved. but i'm praying really hard. for you to see, and just to let you know that we will hang on. that i will pray for my uncle really hard, and i want i just want you to let him go without pain.

God, i will stay strong.
God, for you, i'm willing to endure.
God, for you, i give my life.

amen.


cheers people.
EVE is still standing strong.