new resolution: to live and let live, and also to just treasure now. -notes-

im pretty much a sour grape person.

or the other side of it.

i dont seem to be able to treasure what i have and only realise what i actually have too late.
always.
to want the future and taking the present for granted.
and then ...
iceboy invokes many memories... ...

-thinks-

anyways.
i need time to catch up a couple of movies.
wonder if there is time to make it for all.

i cant sleep.
my mind is stuck on something.

hopefully i might get an epiphany and know what to blog soon enough.

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i know why the lag of posts on humanity;

i havent been in touch with many humans lately.

ie. school always let rise many opportunities of blogging
where phototaking, bitching, moments of short epiphanies, teachers, students (basically, humans) ignite that sense of i-am-better which then leads to endless blogging.

but exams took the blogging spirit to a halt (where we just try to make ourselves believe we can study harder without blogging -multi failures need i mention- and to top it off, kills the creative momentum in which we students thrive in.) we always need practice! thereby i foremention that without constant movement of the brain of certain activities so on so forth, the brain DIES.
(is there even a word like foremention?)

holy cowabunga.

i need more books!
rachel! lend me books (:
ryan!!! intro more books!

and i need to swipe the dust off my library card.
(making use of the singaporean status)
or save up and then start on my future gargantuan book collection. *snorts*

i will blog more, lest my brain die.


edited: as i scroll down, i see so many emo posts.
which then strengthen my point that i need to blog more often minus the emo whine and upping the chirpiness.
which i oddly have at 5 in the morning.

i am not sleepy.