i feel awful

this is ridiculous.
i have never felt this horrible sensation of guilt and remorse at the same time.

maniam aka walawala manager just gave me another day off.
i was sick on thurs and fri, but i went to work anyway, so i called in sick on sat, LAST MINUTE.
maniam was so nice and he just replied "OK" in like, 2 seconds.

so i took this "sick day" and went out with rachel and met with joey.

today, my voice have deepened due to chocolate ytd and i OVERSLEPT.
so i panicked and msged maniam, NOT TELLING THE TRUTH.
"hi, i am still sick today, is it possible to cancel my off tmr to today?"
(i had monday off initially)

and then, 10 seconds later, he replied "you have a good rest and we'll see you on tues".

OHMYGOD
WHERE CAN I FIND SUCH A NICE MANAGER????????

im such a fucking irresponsible person i wna stab myself.

i cannot believe that i am so lucky, so blessed to have this kind of manager.
he's really awesome.
secondly, i think that the mighty one above wants to punish me and make me realise what a horrible person i am by showing me what a good manager i have that by misplacing his trust i get concern.

i might get into trouble cos i don have an MC.

but..
i think its kharma.
i'm so stressed over this omg.

why are people so nice?
)):

im such a horrible, awful person.