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is it true?
when we try to manage something it just decides to get further out of hand?
how come every time we decide to make a choice another unbuilt path decides to further invent itself into out brain?

dont people ever get tired of these?

we keep making choices day be day.
and people still insist that they do what they do because they dont have a choice but it isnt.
there's always the alternative. no matter what.
it just depends on what you decide to go for.

i'm choosing what i want.
but the result will not be what i need.
i need to wind myself back to where i need to be.
instead of sitting down and staring back at myself.
insisting if i have made the correct choice.

and then only realise i am at the wrong path all the time.