alex-synticated.

human are such complex creatures. i dont understand them at all.

people have this mentality to protect themselves, and then it ends up with all of them having this really ridiculous issue of evil contempt and motives.
and they end up gaining what they want. all they need. and then they hurt the people around them. you know why? i end up hurt. i realise time and again that maybe i wasnt who they really thought i would be or maybe i didnt realise they were what they were.

maybe one day.
when i grow up.
and have a better mindset.
i will learn how to trust people again.

i lost her.
i dont think i'll ever get her back.
my heart bleeds.