its starting all over again

xuan came over yesterday night to stay over.
(: she's really great.
came at around 10 plus, we talked for a while and then cooked supper.

and talked again.
and i fell asleep in her arms.

somehow having someone there at this point of time is very reassuring.

i think i've thought all over the place.
and maybe, maybe it's not what i keep on harping about.

anyway, i'm going off to a movie marathon with xuan!
YES!!!!!
finally got the chance.
can watch sky of love and horton. i'm still deciding if i should watch L.
but movie tickets today are so freaking damn ex. so maybe not.
but 2 is enough anyway (: heh heh heh.
going out with her will be enough to cheer myself up.
meeting roy and yl and ali too.

i shall aim to make myself a yellow fellow banana (:

gatherings will be ok.

xuan's right.
love's not proud.
but when i need to repeatedly lose my ego over something that's not worth having, seriously, i dont see the point. i'm not the one to go after anger. but then again, when i miss.. then somehow i feel like my heart's cracking. everything is going back to square one. luckily i'm not in deep. luckily this time i know for sure i am going to be alright.

just give me one day. and then i will know that everything's gonna be fine.

you know, i thought that you'd be the one to pull me out.
turns out you pushed me back in.

mistakes do happen.