fucking screwed.

the fucking bus was right in front of me.
and the fucking uncle didnt open the fucking door and drove of.
it spew fucking carbon monoxide right in my face.

if you expect me to calm down.
fyi, i fucking cant.

i just keep thinking about yanting's reaction if that'd happen to him
he'd probably go "what the fuck?" or something.

like as though my day isnt screwed up enough it took me another half an hour longer to reach home. and the fucking construction is fucking noisy.

it fucking sucks to be alone when your day is already screwed to the max and then god decided that it wasnt enough so he made it ultimatum.

people around me aren't vulgur enough for me to be un-vulgar.
especially guys.
hongyu is expecting me to keep a demure proposition where the word fuck isnt supposed to be in my dictionary.

are you fucking serious??


and all of a sudden i miss all the guys in ij.
they'd be so fucking vulgar that i dont have much time to be vulgar in any sense.
they probably took mine and used it up.

like, what the fuck?