effing bad day

the cheers were loud.
but no one was there to share them.
everyone was happy.
but then i cried alone.

got back chi.
got a b. will be retaking i think.
hope jj allows.

thanks yiting
thanks rach
and thanks ernie even though u became very gl in the end.

if this is how hyperventilating feels.
i don ever want to feel it again.

i couldnt breathe
and i couldnt feel my limbs.
all i want was to see you face in front of me
and then hugging me like you used to do.
i miss you )):
i miss you alot.


sorry i wasnt there for you..