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there's a part of you that thinks about the future and you start wondering where it is from that you got to start living. A part of you has been wasted and it will be in oblivion.

do you know where i am coming from?
we all have things that we believe in and we stand by them but those things changes and you watch you life unfold. you feel helpless and sad and angry and all these emotions you question really, what is the point of life and what it is you are doing with the limited number of years you got on hand.

what is it that you are really doing?

people read, write and create
never stop creating
you got to know what you are working towards and know that the ultimate goal isn't about getting the money or the fame.
it have always been about the journey and understanding what it is like to grow and understand, ultimately, what you want.

i dont know what i am becoming but i know what i do not want to become.
so many years wasted and time spent on being angry

everyone should grow to become a better version of themselves.
don't tell me what i should or shouldn't do
that has always been the mistake people make.
but i need the advice of my parents.
(am i making any sense?)

do you know what you want really?
don't tell me you want to open a shop without thinking it through.
life is about making concrete decisions and we are at the age to know what we want and should be able to achieve.
do i want to be stuck in a place?
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secretly i do not know what i am working towards but i know that i want to start moving to a place where i can never stop creating.
it isnt about the achievements,
it has always been about reaching peace within myself.

above anything i am grateful
i am more than aware of what is happening around me

right now it i all about starting the first step.