help me

gna start on a diet.
NO ONE STOP ME.

i just need to lose abit of weight.
i am happy, but i would be alot happier thinner.
i am not gna be anorexic and i am not gna be bulimic.

just gna go on a diet

support me okay.
ask me out for dinner,
but i will not eat much.

dont tell me that i am not fat or i dont need to lose weight,
i will define that myself.

i know myself,
i am not delusional.
just be a good friend and support me.

dont tempt me with food or try to stop me.
i need to make myself go through this.

then i will understand myself more and i will be happier being where i want to be with efforts i placed in and the support of my buddies.

be there for me.
be there for me when i complain that i havent eaten.
be there for me when i break my diet.
be there for me even though the diet is not working
be there for me when i am eating or binging.
be there for me and tell me to be strong.

but i do not need anyone to tell me when i need to stop.
i am not lily allen.
my body issues arent that big.
nor am i lady gaga trying to starve myself.

i am doing this the healthy way
big brekkie
healthy lunch
small minimal dinner

i will try to exercise if i have the time.

dont stop me.
dont need to hear that.

dont tell me i am not fat.
dont need to hear that.

just be there for me.
will be good.
its the best you can do.

okay.
diet.
NOW.

need to lose 5kg.
no one stop me.
please please please be there and encourage me.