my heart is breaking.

the momentum in my heart is going haywire.
how am i supposed to keep calm and try to get myself filled with enough patience.
i cry. i scream. i sob. i am cracking into pieces.

i cannot handle this.

not yet.
too immature.
too unstable.

too...

too me still.

i'm trying to change.
not good enough.
not good enough for him.