Wednesday, May 7, 2008

dread. drenched. dead.

long time never really updated.

feels like things are regaining and my past is catching up on me. i got to buck up man, ): so upset. i hate gp. i didnt know it was such a goddamn chore. (i shall seriously resolve to cuss less nowadays..)

things are alot milder now. no loud games, no screaming, everyone is catching up with the phrase where tests are increasingly scarier and homework are piling up like nobody's shit.

i like how things are going on now ( though not by curriculum... ) i mean, i am still enjoying time with rach long... og4 and then things are going great with 08a02 with sam and stuff (:

i wondered since when i proclaimed myself needy for a man

MY GOODNESS.

right.
YAY me.
ok. shit i think i am growing so stupid. ugh.
mental note to myself to resolve spending less and saving more.

i am in peace with myself.
syf is coming. i am getting prepared. so that's fine.
there's a gp test tmr, i'm gna study later so thats ok..
there's a geog test on fri.. i'm studying that with gp too.

hmm.
how shall i put it..
under control.
been there done that.

(:

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ok.
you see, when things are going well, there always seem to be the sudden downturn of events which lead me (and obviously other people when it happens to them) to be absolutely ABHORRED about it. well F*** you and the rest of the events that seem to befall upon your measly head you F****ing BASTARD and a piece of lardcake (not that you have enough fats to be called one )
UGH

i hate it when i see you upset ):
its all because of that stupid guy who apparently has freaking goddamn assed stricken chest pain and whatever. i hope he dies from it. freaking insensitive and he totally doesnt care about how you feel. i just wished i could go beat him up. one day i muster up my courage i will decide to tear his hair off from the top of his freaking dehydrated brain hopefully its gna wake him up and see that there are alot of things that matter alot more than a f***ing A in econs.

i hate men. >:( to put it more specifically i hate INSENSITIVE MEN.
wait a minute.

i don think he even has enough balls to be called a man.
scratch that MAN he is a hormoned disillusion BOY.
freaking IMMATURE and assholey DOESNT MAKE SENSE OR GIVE REASONS
ARGH i HATE IT!!!

cant he see you very sad meh. P&#@)*^@#&@^#&@^T_(@&^_@*&#^

i think bryan was actually right about him and i was doubtful against it. ugh........


i hope he fails his A's.

(i will decide to take that back when i see that it's too mean to say anything about it. >:( hmph! )


IM SO SO SORRYYYYYYYYYY )):

i didnt know ):
GET WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

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