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joking around dashingly
emitting those rays about him
reading those signs about him
keeping him near me

jamming with his friends
even fleeting around his words
resting my head on his shoulders
keeping him near me

just thought he was meant for me
end of the truth it came
rushing in
keeping him near me...?

just wanted to be with him
endlessly glowing, be his smile
reaching out for him to reach me
kissed me, he did.

jetting of without the burden
erasing those memories
raised from the dead i became
kept him near me.

jeans faded. time left.
endearing moments it was supposed to be
reach out to him. hold him.
kicking him away from me.

jackass he is, now i see
erase the tears
render him useless
kick him in his balls