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hmm.

i wonder what happened to life as it seems to move on. very contradictory at times.
like grace. haha. didnt used to like her, and now she's part of my life as well. (:

and.. to talk about that jerk?
i wonder if he ever misses me. or smthg.
when i'm dying in one corner or crying over him... does he ever realise anything?
bah. of wad use is it to know at all.
he gets me upset.
shant talk about him . :P

(: im tired, but happy. maybe cos God enlightened me yesterday at the service.
i knew he touched my heart. and even the testimony was fabulous.
you're tired cos you let your eyes off the reward God has prepared for you.
don worry. and continue working hard for God and He's there for you to give you strength to hold on and to strive harder.

hee. (:
i live my life proudly for God and Him only.
i suffer, but i will go on because there's him there. (:

and even if xiaomei doesnt want me, even if my friends were never really there, even if my heart still aches, i know God is there always. one and forever. the only Him.

i give my all to you Lord.
i give my all to you.

i love praising you High and Mighty. (:

grace, you are very strong. (:
continue moving on and living smiling.
even if you are along, im sure everything will still be fine.
God loves you alot and i know you know it.
smile! :D
and i'll forever be there just to let you know.