you want to jump off a cliff because you think you are a bird. no, you are not one. you cannot be one.

despondency.

i don't really know what i want right now.
i don't have the motivation to open up and start moving forward.

i know that it is a coming week.
new and fresh and i can start again.
but i am always starting over and over so much that i think failure is bound to happen because i believe in too many chances.
i don't believe in what i see.

all i know is i don't want to be the person i am now.