it's 2 in the morning.
tons of work to do.
but in a weird sort of way, i am at peace with myself.
i mean, not to mention the stress of school... but, if i throw school stress away,
i'm kinda happy with the way i am feeling now.
i am still bothered by my weight.
dealing with the on-off bouts of depression and panic attacks.
not to mention the fact that i never get sleep because of my insomnia.
but really, strangely.
i am okay today.
i thought about how i waste money on cool cards.
and i left my ez link card in the library.
all the shit that happened
and now i am tired. but i am not depressed.
the world if filled with wonderful people.
on the day when i stop worrying about becoming one of them, and start appreciating their existence.
i love my mom.
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