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I look at myself.
And all I see is sadness.
Pathetic. That body. That face.

Fuck.
You have no idea how sad I really am.
How much hatred I have for myself.

I look. And see that floating balloon. Trying to fly but that stone tied to it is heavier than it can carry

Never try to take more than you can carry.

Makes life harder. And things are hard to put down.