new things

i watched 7 movies with chi pang.
and i actually kept all the stubs.
except for the first movie that we watched.
which was shao lin.

omg my memory is disgusting.

shao lin (with andy lau. and he passed me tissue when i started crying)
lincoln lawyer
dylan dog (which nat says sucked but i still watched it anw cos it was with him)
black swan (i have yet to return his shirt)
the lost bladesman (which i loved but he didnt cos there wasnt warfare. he also realised i cry very easily in movies. and laughed at me.)
umizaru (he laughed as i cried, and said the movie cheated his feelings cos the dude didnt die)
hangover 2 (and he laughed and laughed and laughed...)

it's 4 o clock in the morning and i wonder why i am thinking of him.

i remembered the time when i was really freaked out by a taxi driver after he managed to drive me around a super far off place. and he smsed me till like 4am until he couldnt take it and went to bed while i was waiting for short shawn to end work.

and another time when he told me stuff about him and his girlfriend. and he was serious about it.

the time when he sent me photos when he was in korea and i was in hong kong.

and that time he cut his hair and he whatsapp that image to me. and i was so stunned he looked like william.

the time when he just refused to eat the ramen because the necklace he wanted to give me (dead ugly) spoilt. and he was trying to fix it.

and times when he kept insisting he was william chan.
and wrote his name on my wrist.

it's just things like this. that i remember.
and i just kept thinking that it might be possible.

despite the fact that he's petty, immature (i kept denying it thinking it's simply child-like), calculative, selfish and tons of other ungentlemanly stuff.
i see these little things and it was all that matters.

but it should not have mattered.

im tired. my head hurts.
off to bed.
there;s school tmr.