need saving.

i cant find a value to my own.
what i do.

i dont love myself yet.

i need the strength to continue. before i choke on my lonely existence.

its just simply i need someone to give the strength to live on.

i feel so useless and helpless.
i know.
i find it hateful too.
you are not the only one in the world who despise me.

i despise myself so much too.