eggs and icecream

they said i should show this picture to sher and let him sms me.
HA.

today is the day that i realise that i have nothing more to lose.
i have talked to sher.

or mostly just heard what i needed to hear.
i was probably lost in my own world.
thinking that he'd be the one.
i just had to wait.

but he ended up being something else. not the one.
anyway.

i had alot of fun the past few days.
and sher was probably the source of my unhappiness.
or to put it in a better way, i wasnt unhappy. i was just unsatisfied.

but theres so much more i can do in this point of time then just be upset with him.

i had a really really long talk with rachel today.
she really gave me lots of insight.
i realise i was too stupid and too soft.

it's time to change into someone much more decisive.
anyway. had lots of fun today eating eggs at hatched and ice cream at marble slap (:












nothing more to lose.
everything else to gain.

i am actually quite happy today.
lets hope that the gastric stops.