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do you know what it is like to be stuck in a constant spiral of downward motion?

your head spins and it wouldnt stop and all you want to do is just to make it stop so that you could just vomit it all out and then lay down and forget that you were ever spinning.

but it just wouldnt stop.
why wouldnt it stop.


it was supposed to be a phase.
it was supposed to be something that i can get out of.
but i cant.
all i can do is just sit and think about daul and why she died so young.
listen to the naked kitchen and think about min a voice.

why, its so sad isnt it

i am just hurting the people around me.
i should try to be happier.

the food succumbs.
and i succumb.


she was so beautiful.