when were we supposed to be so close.
i know myself better than ever, and all i can see is that i am in constant denial.
i just wish i could have remained the way i was but i dont think i ever could.
all i wanted to say was "hey. how are you? i missed you."
now i am keeping my distance.
from the wrong people.
i know that he wants to help but i am so afraid that he likes me and all that i am ... i just dont wish that he be hurt..
im sorry for being such a bitch.
i will just stay by myself now.
i wont disturb you.
i dont want to trouble anybody.
i will just sink and rot in my own shithole.
and i promise i will still be fine.
i will be fine. i am okay. i am okay. i am not okay but i will never admit it.
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