if it kills me

hello, tell me you know
yeah, you figured me out
something gave it away
and it would be such a beautiful moment
to see the look on your face
to know that I know that you know now

and baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
you know nothing
cos you and I
why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
we get along much better
than you and your boyfriend (duh)

well all I really wanna do is love you
a kind much closer than friends use
but I still can't say it after all we've been through
and all I really want from you is to feel me
as the feeling inside keeps building
and I will find a way to you if it kills me
if it kills me

well how long, can I go on like this,
wishing to kiss you,
before I rightly explode?
this double life I lead isn't healthy for me
in fact it makes me nervous
if I get caught I could be risking it all

baby there's a lot that I miss
in case I'm wrong
if I should be so bold
i'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
but I never said I would
i guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

all I really wanna do is love you
a kind much closer than friends use
but I still can't say it after all we've been through
and all I really want from you is to feel me
as the feeling inside keeps building
and I will find a way to you if it kills me
if it kills me
if it kills me
i think it might kill me

it will kill me