"dont make me slap you"
apparently this is what i could have been suffering from but anyway fact is i didnt and im fine. my fucking mom just pissed me big time.
she threw away my burger king paper bag from rock melon. not the fact he means something but it was my birthday present and she threw it away cos she thought it was rubbish and because she couldnt handle my screaming she resorted to threaten my with slaps.
futile bitch.
anyway.
've been thinking about stuff.................
and i realise that usually i dont really make do with what i have with my current situation.
i always want more need more etc etc.
bottom line, i am NEVER SATISFIED.
wonder when the day will come where i find myself satiated.
of course, providing i dont die first.
i need more love.
like, real love.
not family of course, i could survive wayyy long without them.
i mean like, friends. love. LOVE.
ugh.
the detriments of being someone who suffers from bad family symptoms.
and people wonder why i hate kids so much.
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