x

what is the sadness i am trying to compensate?
where is the hollowness coming from?

i'm wearing shaun's hoodie and all i can remember was how it's his favourite hoodie and am i only registering the dumping now? like this? my heart is breaking and all i want to do is just him to be here and say "babe, come here" and hug me.

and this is me.
a 24 year old teenage whiny heart.

and i dont know where else to go and i dont know who i can talk to.
i am so so so lonely and i am worried that i will never amount to anything.