:'(

sometimes things happen in life, most of the times it is because of the choices and decisions that we make. i look back at those events, most of the times i do regret the things i have done.

i am ridiculously sad.
and very very pessimistic.

i wonder what kind of person i am.
i am not sure who i really am right now.
i have so much of a contradiction in myself that i doubt myself constantly...

i sit in my room silently and sometimes i think i am a terrible human being.

brood.