Crazy love

It's not like I know what I'm supposed to do.
I would wait for you. And for no reason at all, i started wondering of you were worth it.

Right now I don't know if I love you. Or anything about your for that matters..

I don't feel the way I was in past when i did. It was like I needed you then. An then when you didn't want me, I sucked it up. Let time pass and now I wonder if I want you at all...

I don't want the truth. That you're a guy and you're just fulfilling whatever your call feels like.

I want to be loved. I want to be held. Want to be told that you're lucky you have me. Dont I deserve that?

I believe in a fairytale love story. A least one with a guy that sincerely loves me and will need me.

What's that to you?


I don't trust you.
I just don't.

My heart is not aching or in pain or whatever it used to be.
You already caused the biggest pain. I guess my heart grew used to you being an asshole.