sigh

it's not like i am going back to my old ways.
im nearing it... but doesnt mean that i am ...

i dont know...

maybe i really am?

i got to start taking car of myself.
so what if he doesnt like me..
i can do pretty much well on my own.
i could be better.
but i dont think i can do very much...

sigh ):

1. no more midnight snacking
2. exercise or gym at least an hour everyday
3. stop on sugar
4. spf50 lotion everyday
5. stop thinking about whats going to happen (it will happen when it happen)
6. stop thinking about him.
7. can i please please be like 45kg.
8. maybe not. 50kg sounds reasonable.
9. is it still safe to detox?
10. stop going to super markets especially cold storage
11. sleep more than 7 hours a day
12. study for 6 hours a day at least.
13. smile to yourself everyday.

i aim to lose 5 kg this month. (best is 6)
time to quit slacking start moving.
MUST FIT INTO JEANS BY 30th APRIL!

look good for MG reunion.
have decided to be MIA this month.
ALL MY BESTIES (those who can read this blog)
forgive me for not meeting up or catching up.
will catch up after 5th may

LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT.
im like freaking 58kg.
(gained 3kg cos of emoing and cp. fuck)