It's not like I have nothing to do, in fact I have tons of work to cover. With the promise I have made to myself, I suddenly find it difficult to maintain a sense of peace when all I can think of is the fact that I have not completed my school load.
The books I have been reading is taking away a sense of lethargy from life. I am so tired, but it does allow a new insight. Despite my tired mind, I am amazed that the ability to be able to absorb various thoughts and philosophy.
"the thoughts that occur to me while i'm running are like clouds in the sky. clouds of all different sizes. they come and they go, while the sky remains the same sky as always. the cloud are mere guests in the sky that pass away and vanish, leaving only behind sky. the sky both exists and doesn't exist. and we merely accept the vast expense and drink it in."
-Haruki Murakami
It really seems like a good start for a book, although it makes me feel like running again. It's not that running is a bad thing, just more of the fact that running makes me feel immaculate. Because of the lifestyle I have led the past 2 years, ever since I stopped training in junior college, running makes me feel weak and unhealthy. Of course it should provide more than enough reason why I should take up running again. Yet the laziness sets in and I remain in my secret solitude.
I am getting sleepy.
Let's see if I am able to finish the book by Thursday night and try to complete reading this particular book at least twice.
People give me reasons to not trust them.
and i have shown more than ever not to trust myself.
the world is a weird place when people is around.
You don't know who to listen to when so many mouths are open.
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