rubix cube, again

i have been refiddling with my stuff.
saw something that took a bite back at me.

the genting neoprints took last year,
dare i say it?

kelman chiang i miss you.

i miss the fact that we were friends.
and how you would always be there.

i wondered if its because you were there so easily that i took you for granted.
its not the first time something like this happened.
yet this is the only time where i felt so much regret and sadness.
i have never missed someone i lost like this.
i didnt miss zq.
i regretted the friendship but i didnt miss him.
but you. i miss.
the ikea shopping trips.
studying at smu.
random talks.


please.
talk to me again some time...