yes. me the hypocrite speaking.

i dont know what i can do to elevate the "pain" i have caused.
nor can i sew up the "pieces" of feelings.

i dont care what you think of me.

if you question my intentions of doing false hypocritical things because i dont like you, i have not done anything for you because i dont like you.
and if it was things that took place in the past, sleepovers, pullover, it was cos i liked you.

you want to hear things from my mouth?
okay.

if not, i rather you not take what "said mutual friend" said.
or you may,
because i am the bitch here.
and "said mutual friend" is a good friend for telling you the apparent backstabbing i did.

its all kharma isnt it.

fuck amazing why we choose to listen so deeply about what other people say behind our backs without making sure if "said mutual friends" passed on the original intention or distorted meanings.