finally

ah ha. finally. time and time procrastination... got to it! an update!

this is also to prompt jess to finally update as well.
haha. :D

well, life hasnt exactly been a piece of cake.
im 1. gaining weight 2. not getting a phone 3. maybe not going to UK 4. probably going to fail mid course 5. hate my mom 6. IM STILL PROCRASTINATING.

but i guess everyday pass on and i'm still standing like an idiot looking up to God and questioning my existence why i am supposed to spread His message when i dont feel him myself.
thats so ironic. like i tell ppl how God is and i dont see Him that way.
bah

i miss the times when worship was worship and praise was praise. not the songs im not into. :x i dont really like the situation im in now u'know. )):

got to catch up man.

and i totally suck at econs la.
i mean, how bad can anyone possibly at econs???
im like i dont know wad ANYTHING means at all.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
argh.

sigh )):
my life is not handled well.
i really miss yang.
hope can see him soon and go play or smthg. (:
and prob lose a few kgs so i look my best when he comes (:

i wonder if he broke up.... :x shush.

u know.. i think i really like him. (:
and yes, jessica totally understands. HAHAHAHAHA~~

(:
i guess im just bored.
anyway i am so totally into waffles now.
not that i want to eat it now cos i ate about 2 just now plus like 5 eclaires and apple strudel :x
SINFUL!!! x/

argh

how to lose weight like this.
must go running man.
aiyo yo...

nvm.
i must still stay optimistic and stop procrastinating sia. eek.

ok.
im done (:

BYE~